Saturday ...the exam are coming....

I still blur here and there....
always find excuses to ran out of it...
can't find a better reason to face it.....
just because my weakness....
LAZY!?

No....
I was hardworking( i think...for now)
I do things hasten...
just like my own tennis way....
i create myself....even there's no ones to teach me...
i figure it myself....

But....just why...
I can't do it for my studies....????
Is it because I hate to study...????
Why i study ?????
Just keep asking myself.....

Sometimes don't really know who am I...
confusing....
scared.......
not too confidence.....
whatever........

have to be more tough i think.....
don't just thinking about MEGAtoto 10 million.....
Do somethings that worth in my life.......
do better studies and tennis....
show them.....who I am....not just who am I!!!

alright....time to do it....
be tough...
more....and more....that's ueki....
as long as my friends are besides....^^v